
I've survived my worst nightmare. Thank goodness it wasn't worse and ended quickly.
I got out of the shower this morning around 10:20, and we were planning to attend an elementary school cookout, beginning at 10:55. I came into the office and made a couple of phone calls. I noticed that my blue recycling tub had been tipped over, with the contents in a pile next to my desk. I began to get curious about this, even though I knew who had done it. Diana.
I went into the living room where I thought she was on the couch watching TV with Caitlin. Ummmmm . . . not there, beginning to worry. I had passed the recyclng can in the hallway, and when she wasn't on the couch, I realized that we had a problem. I checked the front door and sure enough, the deadbolt was unlocked, but the door closed. I knew immediately she was gone.
Running out into the street, I called her name frantically several times, and nothing. I live on a pretty long cul de sac, but today it wasn't long enough, because she was nowhere in sight. I ran back into the house just to check one more time, but she always answers when I call--so I was pretty sure she'd gone far from the house. I opened the back door, with each second feeling like an eternity. I called to Caitlin to get her shoes, and ran out the door to a neighbor's.
I quickly explained that this was an emergency, and would she please wait at my house in case Diana came back. She kindly agreed and came right over.
Caitlin and I got in the car, all the time praying to know what to do and where she could be, I felt like we should go the way we always go on our family walks--to the right. There is a loop that goes around the cul de sac, and we can do it at Diana pace in about 10 minutes, so a few times a month, we go all together. This was the right thing to do, because she was on this path, about halfway around--in the middle of someone's yard playing with their hose and trying to get a drink.
Barefooted.
Not a care in the world.
Oblivious to what might have happened.
10:40 a.m.
I was so grateful to find her--there were no unkind words, feelings, or reprimands--just happy she was in my arms. She looked up at me as if it were the most natural thing in the world that she should go on a walk by herself.
How long was she gone?
Did anyone see her? If anyone saw her, were they someone who would be helpful?
Or want to hurt her?
Did she know the way home?
We rushed home to thank my neighbor for help and thank Heavenly Father than we found her, put shoes on Diana and show up in time for lunch with Bryn. My heart and adrenaline were on high speed for awhile.
The time when I can shelter, teach, and be involved with Diana's daily life is limited. I want to teach her how to make it on her own. Today--she succeeded. And thankfully, nothing serious came from it. For a very short season, I get to be the way home. I hope she knows the way home when my season is over.
Three of my favorite parables are about being lost. They all are in Luke 15, but I will only include the middle one:
Luke 15:7-8
"Either what woman having ten pieces of silver, if she lose one piece, doth not light a candle, and sweep the house, and seek diligently till she find it?
And when she hath found it, she calleth her friends and her neighbours together, saying, Rejoice with me, for I have found the piece which I had lost."
Diana's adventure (for that's what it was to her), was not a long way off, and she might not have been in any peril at all, I will never know.
Just wanted to rejoice with you that she is found.